Getpicked

Why do they say they’ll call

confuse and mislead you;

no need to make you believe

if there is nothing left to feel.

My life is a merry-go-round

the horses travel up and down;

for time wasting is not what I want

just some solid ground.

I think it’s time;

I know I’m ready;

like the flowers of spring

so bright and friendly;

calling to be picked;

only want to make someone happy

Heartache is my enemy.

WHY IS LOVE SO PERFECT FOR SOME

WHERE THE SUN SHINES BRIGHT AND NEVER FADES -

YET SET BEHIND THE CLOUDS FOR SOME

IS A WORLD OF OF PAIN..

It’s a secret disguise -

that dance is fake -

The look you give attracts but nothing you can relate;

For it’s love you want more than anything

What you had minus the heartache -

The one you found was great

but it was only to learn a lesson in love -

That not all he’s are bad

and now it’s just time to wait.

You call now to hear my voice

When you think it’s ok

you start to speak;

I love you, I miss you

all the things you think, I want to hear.

But it’s too late;

I’m strong now, I hold my own

the temptation is still there

but the consequence is too great;

I left that world of pain, I’m in a better place;

You only want to know

If I have moved on

It’s what you can’t have that you want most;

but it’s too late,

I’m GONE.

I disguise the pain through other love

it’s a hole which never fills;

The violence fades and it’s hard to remember

The tears dry up and the smile returns.

What remains are subtle scars

enough for only me to tell;

In dreams we would be fairytale

In life he’s the bird with the broken wing;

he has no choice but to fly

off into the distant sky;

That God will forgive

For once a boy but now a man;

A pain which will live forever inside of him.

You can run but you can’t hide

It will all catch up with you in time;

For the people who care, won’t surrender

they are the shoulder for you to cry

they will carry the light in your darkest corner;

Expressions will whisper the comfort you need

You are no longer alone, you have nothing to fear

Life is only just starting

 now you are here.

I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough

you did not trust me you just called my bluff;

You made me stare only at you

It would not matter what I knew;

I tried everything for you to trust

but you convinced yourself it was just lust

You lied;

You cheated;

You swore abuse;

There was nothing more I could do.

A jealousy never understood

A love so deep yet could still be broken

temptation too sweet

but never filled

lies and torment enough to untreat

Pain and suffering in the eyes of who meet

A love addiction too strong to break

yet these wounds could never be healed

not even in years of wait

He never knew how to handle you

You were so different from what he ever knew

never a door mat for he to walk

A mind so powerful, always deep in thought.

So confident and independent you became a threat

How could one get turned upside down

so that instead;

It was life of emptiness, no longer a mind of your own

you walked only in his shadow

until it was taken down.

Your scream was a cry for help

except you would not listen to that inner self

you lost your job and maybe a career

but you don’t wallow in self pity

I see you, I believe in you

the fence is being built

your heart is a puzzle of a million pieces

day by day it’s finding a way

to add another piece to the puzzle.